There for you | October 2020

There for you | October 2020

Epilogue :

There for you | October 2020

The thing about being a best friend, there is this one major rule that can’t be broken.

You can’t be selfish.

What are friends for?

Friends equally look out for each other, even if it means sacrificing time and bottling up emotions. Good friends share their realities and fantasies, secrets and thoughts, life changing events as well as the little things, both happy and unhappy.

There will be times when you may not fully understand each other, when you will have to keep things to yourself.

Despite that a real friend must remain steadfast and strong, ready to be a rock, a crying shoulder or even an avenging spirit if you have to.

What happens when you fight?

Nevertheless, when real friends fight, it causes pain.

When the friendship fails, it is pure torture.

Your trust is broken.

You feel incomplete, because something precious from you is taken away, like a part of you is being hacked off, brutally, mercilessly and yet will always second guess yourself where you went wrong, why things ended up the way they do. Nonetheless you’ll question yourself where all the golden moments you spent together went and you will be left with a hole in your heart.

Empty…

And damn if it didn’t hurt…

An instance :

It’s been roughly a year since we stopped talking, and I’ll be lying if I say that I didn’t miss them. Nevertheless, for the whole year, I have buried myself with music and other things, barely leaving my room or college. In spite of that, no matter how much I convince myself,

I cannot abandon the bitterness and sadness that consumes me every time I remember.

Loss. Agony. Regret~ These are the three killers of a happy life!

The past part of me is broken and bitter. Maybe, my present self still is.

There is no reason for me to return, no future waiting for me there. I try so hard not to, still it’s friendship, it is virtually impossible to make myself believe otherwise.

Trying many things or rather distractions in an attempt to fill in the emptiness inside my chest, I have spent the past year spending as much time out. Not to realize, there are many sights to see and lots of interesting people to meet.

Time wouldn’t just undo it and let us share the bond we once had.

I am moving forward.

Nevertheless, I am thankful for the memories. Years may have passed, but your place in my heart will always be there.

I Hoped that you liked this story even though I did not give it a fairy tale ending. I prefer to end it with a more realistic note, because we know that real life works that way.

We do not always get what we want.

Sometimes, we experience heaven only to realize that once it ended, we hurt like hell !

There for you | October 2020

Poem :

There for you | October 2020

As I think of our friendship
I begin to see,
Mere words can’t describe
What you really mean to me.

No matter the miles
That keep us apart,
I hope you remember
We’re here to help each other’s hearts.

Time and priority speaks a lot
Its something we take for granted, I fear,
Now I see you like this
And wish I could be there

We get so caught up in life
In things we must do,
Sometimes we tend to forget 
To appreciate friends like you.

If ever you felt I didn’t care;
There’s never a moment with you, I’ll regret to share.

Trust me you’re gonna be alright!

 

Song Recommendation :

There for you | October 2020

Song : Cold water by Major Lazer feat. Justin Bieber & MO 

Cold Water” is a song recorded by Jamaican-American electronic dance music group Major Lazer featuring vocals from Justin Bieber and Danish singer MØ.

Nonetheless, Ed Sheeran, Justin Bieber, Jamie Scott wrote this beautiful song and Benny Blanco, Major Lazer and King Henry produced it.

The song was released on July 22, 2016.

The song was at number one on the UK Singles Chart ,

In spite of that it was number two on the US Billboard Hot 100.

if you want to check the song I’ve put the link in the song name.

 

There for you | October 2020

 

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